Thinking [08 Jul 2006|04:29pm] [ mood | thankful ] [ music | Faith Hill "there you'll be" ] Yeah a lot of shit has happend to me and i know i have'nt been on this thing forever. I used to be on it everyday but shit happends. In my eyes i've grown up a lot, and Matt(boyfriend) is one of the greatest things in my life. Everytime i feel like i want to give up and everything is just getting worse there he is just waiting to say something to make me feel amazing, On tuesday it will be ten months and it is the most amazing relationship i have ever been in. He makes me feel wonderful... Things are really hard here, i am missign my Uncle and Grandfather like crazy. Nothing is the same without them. Im just so used to them being here. But everything must change i guess. make a wish

Blah, Blah, Blah [20 Dec 2005|09:53am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Amourtha ] This sucks i wanna be in school with my boy and i can't. Oh yes i got a new boy, his name is Matt and i love him soo much. He means the world to me. I don't know what i would do with out him in my life. He really does compleate me. Well nothing other then that is new. I've just been so happy. make a wish

I don't know [18 Jun 2005|07:42pm] [ mood | energetic ] Well To start off with I was Going out with this kid Johnny and he was 19. I thought everything was cool but today he goes and breakes up with me. I almost cried. I liked him a lot. But things don't last foreve. But i gotta go friend needs me and she was their for me on my birthday so like yeah i gotta be their for her. make a wish

blah [30 May 2005|10:19am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | Earshot "Rotten Inside" ] Okay to start off. Yesterday was fun Dani and I went swimming. The water was so refreshing. The only thing that was bad was walking out of the water, that was cold. Then we made a new friend named Mike. He talks a lot. A really lot. Like WOW. And after we hung by Wayne and Blayne's house untill about 11:30. Ewwy bad stuff happend. No cool. Then today we are going to go to this function thingy at Chewy's place which should be fun. And people we hate might be there. Stuck inside A world inside my head A place where I think too much A place no one can touch My godforsaken fear And though I don't pray enough, I want to I want to thank you for the tears I've cried And hope you gave to me I want to show you what I've kept inside That takes control of me Thought sometimes I was left behind Alone here all by myself Forced to look at myself I never will believe Things they say to me I want to thank you for the tears I've cried And hope you gave to me I want to show you what I've kept inside That takes control of me Control of me Control of me Control of me Control of me Line up the bottles to complete this grief I've held on to for so long An angry soul I reap unto the people that have ever tried to do me wrong I want to thank you for the tears I've cried And hope you gave to me I want to show you what I've kept inside That takes control of me Control of me Control of me Control of me make a wish

I let you in, you come onto me, and you're so fucking brave. [15 May 2005|10:08am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | John Frizzell- "My Little Box" ] Well for my first show it was great. In the begining it was fun, but then something went wrong someone got hurt. I'm not going to talk about it. Ashley's boy's band kicks all ass. It was funny cuz that was the only band that Ash moshed to. OMg their were sooo many hott guys there. WOW Blah Blah Blah. Last night when we got back to Ashley's crib, Ash fell off her bed becuse Mike had texted her and said I love you. So she was all giggly. Pretty funny shit. I spilt milk on her bed becuse she made me laugh, then she said theard hunder instead of heard thunder. I kicked the wall. Ashley threw a pen at my head, and I threw it back. It kinda hurt. Ashley keeps saying "I'm going to see Mike soon" SHE LOVES HIMM. I love it. The Friday before Mother's Day Matt bought me a rose,and waited out side my classroom to give it to me. It was cute. And random for me to say that. The Appalachian Trail sucks monkey balls. moooo-ooom I love Ashley. make a wish

[29 Apr 2005|11:39am] [ music | The Postal Service "Brand New Colony ] Well What Ashley said isn't true i will probly update this when I have a chanmce to. My comp. is broke sio I really can't update with out it. make a wish

don't be aroused by my confession unless you don't give a good god damn about redemption [29 Apr 2005|11:04am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | A Perfect Circle- "Puscifer" ] Well, Merissa is in the shower and she needs to make an entry anyway. This is her new journal that she will most likely never update. Woo. 1 succotash wish make a wish

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